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a final final present towards
:iconconan-san: and :iconokutaws:

originally I was going to create a special Ido project to dedicated this series if the roles where switched in reverse!..

Sadly....

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Even though no one knew about this, This seems to be a pretty good introduction WAYY before okuta was actually invented!..

The cave look similar when viewed inside or if you think about this from the pedistal!..
Normally I would ignore this and continue on with this project, but That same person stated "because you are upset that he gets twice and you get none. This is considered how sad that no one understand your series. She has every right to Hate/Dislike you in a hiding way."
normally I would feel upset after reading this, but I know kitt better!...that is.. until i read the final paragraph about this...

"Because kitty ocean is busy, you tried to impress her by showering her many gifts in return, I suggest you stop this since it proves no signs of a returned Careness. She has better chances to support someone like conan-san, and not you!"

.......for now, whoever sent me this message! I will understand your observation. Everything seemed to be hurtful and true, I just, can't help it. Seeing the prelude and okuta combined looked like it made sense that there never should be an ido craig / serif at all!....

im sorry who ever sent me this message. its hurtful but somehow it really does make alot of sense!.......

-demi

P.s.: This was from a live journal with the word "anonymus" I assume it has to be from either Tsukiyomi or someone close to kitt....

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:icontsukiy0mi:
demi, I don't have anytime to use the computer. The company banned Social networking site to keep our productivity upwards. In fact, I never even had time to email or message you anything. Try to keep your chin up.
-tsukiyomi
btw: Don't do anymore ido projects after you. Its very hard to work with by yourself and your making too many favors to anyone or asumptions. :iconkittyocean: and :iconokutaws: should be proud of your works regardless of what your ability is, I know you really want to request a doujinshi ever since those 3 pages was made, but you need to face facts that it will never happened. :iconkittyocean: and :iconokutaws: are very busy with their lives, they worked very hard to keep things together. Please, just don't ask for one at all and continue to work. I know its hard to not having one, but please, it is really not worth it at all. If she has a heart she would do the same amount of pages like whatever he has but you need to advise that it will cost you what you cherished the most (her friendship with you). Continue with sunrise, and everyone elses dream. ONe more thing, please please please stop doing Ido projects!
:iconsunrise-oasis:
Tsukiyomi, that live journal hurt me !
i really do want one but it hurts me so much and makes me happy at the same time. Its like a suicide that ends your life in a happy way!,,,
I will stop doing Ido projects, its really not worth it. It costed me more than my sleeping, it costed me my health and my body!...

I don't know why i constantly do the things for both of those girls. They are amazing, I know it even if their works are crappy. It hurts me more that they still don't know sunrise nor does anyone else is, hence why im working nearly 24/7 to work with the settings on drafts and planning. I really wanted this series to be finished since its been to long. I just, but then you did have a good point, if I asked for one, it will cost me my friendship since I am preassuring her so many times about it. I feel soo heartbroken after not getting much returns with so many expectations that has happened to soo many other people.
All i get in return is info, fanart that looks like they need some help with improvements or is limited to their abilities....
Tsuki, am I asking for soo many great things?
:icontsukiy0mi:
They both love your works, thats it!....

as for that last remark. I think that is the one phrase YOU should think about!

Some would say your improving very quickly, but in truth it looks like your waiting for something in return. Hence why the loss of sleep, sight and kinda ended up in the hospital/ infirmary.
Demi, in my perspective, its just your improving alot. In reality, i think your waiting a fanart that is equally better than you.
also, even if you did, your going to ask for more, hence why you made so much fanart of asti and her friends!
:iconsunrise-oasis:
I am going to head for bed.
I feel upset now and hurt, it does make alot of sense!

Im sorry Tsuki, I never mean to be a sampler type of guy!
:icontsukiy0mi:
DO not apologise. Your a great artist. Someday you will surpass it.
Just do the best you can of yourself, you already done enough for everyone, by now once the comic is loaded, i think it would be best for THEIR turn to do something to make you happy!
:iconkittyocean:
So, that anonymous person thinks he/she knows me? And that he/she can put words in my mouth?

Demi, the only words you should believe in this case are the words that are coming from me. As soon as you finished Sunrise, or at least a chapter, I have something I can base my art on. All I have now are images drawn by you, but they are seperate drawings. If I'd draw them now, all will be without emotion and boring. I need a story to base them on, otherwise my art misses 'the spark'. It's MY problem I can't work without a story, NOT YOURS.

I decide who my friends are and I don't need gifts to convince me of that friendship. If you didn't gave me a single thing, I would still be your friend BECAUSE I STICK WITH MY FRIENDS! Friendship is not based upon gifts, it's based upon trust, respect and caring. If gifts were a measure of friendship, I could have never been friends to 90% of my friends.

And the one who posted that on the journal... is obviously no friend of mine. Because my friends know that I, and I alone, decide who my friends are. And they also know that I can perfectly speak for myself.

--
:snowflake: Kitty 'Kitt' Ocean
Tsunami -[link]
Serenay Moon - [link]
Kitty Ocean's Boredom -[link]
'Everybody tells me I'm smart, and then I laugh about their stupidity'
:iconkittyocean:
And if things are not clear yet:

Demi

YOU ARE MY FRIEND!

There, and whoever claims otherwise is obviously no friend of mine.

--
:snowflake: Kitty 'Kitt' Ocean
Tsunami -[link]
Serenay Moon - [link]
Kitty Ocean's Boredom -[link]
'Everybody tells me I'm smart, and then I laugh about their stupidity'
:iconsunrise-oasis:
thanks kitt but some of the reasns sounds really true... I mean , i constantly draw alot and was expecting something in return O_O!.. or I really don't know why i draw for a purpose., I mean I like crystal and the characters I used thata are based or created butwhen making a story its very hard to tell it to everyone how it is!..

as for that anonymous, I assume its a fan and not my friends or enemies since NO one knows about the live journal I have!,,,,I had to call the admin to remove it since it really did hurt me alot!...

I will post the first page very soon.,..I hope v_v
but its going to be in a vacation only!

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